This poem was made by Bryan when he met an amazing friend who made him feel better,
that friend could understand Bryan, teach him stuff, joke with him alot, dream together
to help humanity but before meeting that friend, Bryan was going to close his heart as
he noticed that being a feeling person was making him feel mentally worse and it really
did that to him, it even made him think about doing bad stuff like killing, making people
suffer and to remove his patience.
So he was going to close his heart but he met that friend and was thinking of
"Why don't I give that person a chance before closing my heart" and he really did at last,
so after that person made Bryan open his heart, Bryan got the old feelings of killing people
and making them suffer that also made Bryan get thoughts about killing that friend